I don’t always get the answer I want. In fact usually the answer is different than I imagined.
And then there’s what I’ve been referring to lately as my Twilight Zone moments. And the Twilight Zone terminology is really doing a disservice …I called them divinely-inspired Twilight Zone moments today. God moments.
Sometimes I have a hard time distinguishing the thoughts in my head as God-inspired, my own agenda, Satan-inspired, or just random happenings. I don’t know, are there really random happenings? Anyway, my mind is usually running at a million miles an hour. There are ideas bouncing off the walls in there. Zing, zip, ding! (Ouch!) And there’s dance party music playing.
And yeah, coincidence versus God-incidence. Discuss amongst yourselves.
I’m going to be kind of vague today because most of my recent God moments have been very personal. (I know it may be hard to believe, but I have a life outside the internet.) I try to discern and follow God’s leading. Often I feel like I’ve lost my mind. I know for sure God has a sense of humor.
But every now and again … and fairly often lately … there are those times when it is so clear to me what I’m supposed to do. I am grateful for the guidance from above. It doesn’t always make it easy, though. I don’t always understand why. I don’t always understand what will come of it.
So with that, I’m going to cut it short and go about my prayers and trying to make sense. You can find me dancing to the soundtrack and/or voices in my head …